taking out the garbage

its four in the morning on Christmas, i went to bed fairly early last night (9) so i attribute that to why i am up right now. perhaps it is because its Christmas and i have never been able to get proper sleep on Christmas eve. I think we should name it a sleep disorder. why should i be so darn excited about getting stuff? ive never had touble sleeping before thanksgiving ( i always sleep after that holiday). seriously, i dont want to be up right now. i just sit there staring at the cieling unless i get up and start blogging about meaningless garbage. lets just say i have probably had one of the crapiest weeks ever. i have resorted to answering everyone who asks me anything, i dont feel like answering that, or i really have no freekn idea please dont ask me. a big part of my bad mood is being sick, sheesh, its just a cold but after the first two days sickness just starts to get me down. after a while i start getting mad at people for the stupidest stuff, like asking me to do the dishes is not a good idea when im in a really bad mood. just a warning. i like dishes, when im not being called a lazy tv zomby while being sick. seriously i hate watching tv. i have to get up every hour or so to walk off the nocious feeling. so please save me from television and call me. that would be nice.